Life is not a fairy tale
There is no once upon a time
And happily ever after is just a phase until it dies
I was everything you wanted
Until you no longer wanted me to be everything you needed

If an apology is what you want to hear
I could say one word less than "I'm sorry" that would be way more sincere
I don't regret being honest
I only wish that I had done it with someone much less selfish

So here we go again
Running circles in my own head

I sit and watch the seconds tick
And think about what I couldn't fix
Three coffins deep I thought I buried things that are right under my skin
You gave me everything that I
Took from you, or so I tried
Insecurities, inferiorities
And all the bad shit that I've let into my life

I'm tired of being like this
I can never let this go (I'll never let you go)
I'm tired of acting like this
I can never let this go

And now I sit alone at home
Just waiting for your name to light up the screen of my blackened phone
Staring into space, knowing that you'll see his face every day
The one you left me for
I guess we know who loved who more

If I had known how this would end
You'd best believe that I never would have done the things I did
If I had known how this would end
I can't believe you were the one to go back on what you said

I don't know you anymore
And I guess I never did